Darkness despite the light

The darkness within wells like a pool
Darkening my already heavy heart
Happiness and joy a stranger here
Ripping me apart

I hate myself just look at me

The is ugly fat stupid thing

I just don't get why people want to know me

I'm no use to man nor beast...or anything

The brightest days for all around
Mean absolute zip to me
I do not deserve to be here
Perhaps I'm better off as history